moving on to ME.

We all know that guy.  Trust me. I've dated him. I've dated alot of him. The one thats says "if I wanted a girlfriend, it'd be you".  Or "you're who I see my future with... I'm just not ready right now."  Or how about the ones that say I'm not good enough? Or my looks aren't enough? That make ME feel bad for who I am.  Or the cheaters. The liars. Or even the ones that come off as nice, only to find out what an amazing con artist they were.  I don't know whats more ridiculous.... the things they SAY or the fact that I actually believed it.  Or wait, how about the one that 6 days after breaking up with me, has a NEW GIRLFRIEND.  Yeah...thats happened to me.  TWICE.  I've dated them all.  Fell for them all.  And spend days. Weeks. Months.  Even YEARS trying to get over them.  Only to have them forget I ever existed. 

I was starting to think maybe it was me.  Maybe I was the problem.  Maybe I was doing something horribly wrong causing these guys to break up with me.  I was in my car yesterday trying to drive and not crash because the tears were coming down hard, and I thought....what better way to get over a relationship with HIM then to get in to one with myself.  So here is my idea.  One thing for myself each day.  365 days of me (or however long it takes to get over that stupid jerk)

So here goes nothing.  Wish me luck! I know they'll be some ups and downs.  Some break downs. Some triumphs. and hopefully. Some getting over the people that don't deserve my time.  Day one here I come!