Meet up with friends you havent seen in a while.
Tonight I met up with my friends from school. We're in the middle of our clinicals so we aren't really in school much. We went from seeing eachother 3 times a week to not at all. We went down to main street in seal beach for dinner and drinks. A few of my friends brought their husbands and/or significant others theyve talked about for so long, but we've never had the chance to meet. Yeah, I know. Sounds like a place to fall apart right? Meeting significant others and having to explain that mine dumped me? but suprisingly....it wasn't horrible. It was a lot of fun. Everyone got along well. we made plans for the future. talked about the torture our clinicals have been. talked about graduatioin coming up. and yes. we did talk about the ex. i was short and sweet. well....maybe not sweet, but definitely short. they got the jist of the fact that he was a total jerk and left it at that. they gave me hope for the future. even had a few suggestions of where to find NON jerky guys. and you know what? i didn't fall apart.
today was the first day that i felt I could do this. I'm really into lyrics. and today the song that played over and over in my head is a sara evans song and goes "even on my weakest days...I get a little bit stronger". And I think thats true. I have my moments, but in the end. I'm stronger.
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