Join a dating website.
Yeah. You heard me. Join one. I'm already part of one. My friend made me sign up for one last year, and I never really used it. So i activated it. and suprisingly, its kinda awesome. Even though I dont really message people back that often, its a total self esteem booster. guys are constantly messaging you telling you how awesome you are. I'm not sure who i'll actually end up going out with. Or if i even will. But its definitely a good distraction. As lame as it sounds, it totally fills the "texting" void i've had. I used to text him all day. everyday. and now...thats gone. but whenever i feel the need to text him, i'll log onto the dating website app, and have like 10 messages. Its kinda fun.
who knows. Maybe ill go on a date as my activity one of these days. Ive never really been on dates. I usually know the guy before I get in a relationship with them and somehow just am in a relationship without dating. I need to date around. test the waters before I get in a relationship. And who knows, maybe the dating site will help me with that.
"now you'll never see. what youve done to me. you can take back your memories. they're no good to me. and heres all your lies. you can look me in the eye. with that sad sad look that you wear so well."
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