catch up with a friend.
Hang out with someone you havent seen in a while. For me, it was a girl i've known since kindergarden. We go months without talking, but then when we see eachother, its like no times gone by. She wanted to go into the spa and have wine. again. we talked about him. but you know what? she had some good advice. i've been trying to figure out why its SO hard to get over him. what is holding me back? we talked about it, and it makes sense. for the first time i actually had plans for my future. for my life. I had a date I was moving. a place i was going to live. a boy i was going to spend my life with. but hes just that... a boy. and he got scared. and for that. MY LIFE changed. I feel like i'm starting over. from scratch. and thats hard.
But even though we talked about him, it was so nice to connect with a friend i havent in a while. It sucks that it takes breaking up with a boyfriend to reconnect with a friend. but maybe its a good thing. It never hurts to have friends around.
"I'm over my head, and I know it
I'm doing my best not to show it
Whatever it takes to be what I was meant to be, I'm going to try
Cause I'm living the dream and I know it,
I'm trying my best not to blow it,
And I know everything will be fine
With me, myself and time.
I'll find myself in time,
I know I'll find myself in time"
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