Day 16 - Spa sesh!

Relax in the spa.

It's been a long week already and its only tuesday. I'm exhausted. I'm drained.  I'm numb.  but I ache.  And I dont just mean my heart.  I physically ache.  I don't know if its my physically demanding job. Or all the emotions catching up.  Or if I'm getting sick.  all i know, is my entire body aches.  So when my friend suggested a spa sesh, I was down. 

There were just three of us that went to the spa at my friends apartment complex.  No wine.  no music.  just us.  and we talked.  the girls honestly didn't know I had even broken up with him.  I've kept it to myself alot.  kept it quiet. havent talked about it.  but tonight, when they asked.  it was the first time i talked. i didn't cry.  i didnt get mad.  i talked about it.  it happened, i acknowledged it. and im slowly moving on.  One of my friends was talking about her boy problems too.  and how she has a friend in egypt that is going through the same thing with a boy.  EGYPT! It kind of dawned on me tonight, that i'm not the only person feeling like this in the world.  (duh right?)  I mean, i've been so miserable and caught up in myself, but if you think about it, how many people do you know going through a break up right now? ALOT?  yeah. 

I drove home with that on my mind.  Its such a clear night tonight that you can see so many stars out. I looked up at the stars and wondered how many people in the world are doing the same thing right now? staring up at the sky. getting over him.  moving onto themselves.  I bet you theres more than you think.  were not alone. 

"I get by with a little help from my friends"