Day 13 - get out of town

Get out of town.

Even if its just for the day.  just for the night.  an hour away.  anything.  Theres too many things here that remind you of him.  too many places you went.  too many people.  sometimes its nice to get away. forget everything around you.  forget everyone.  just take off and disapear.  And thats exactly what I did.

I took off to san diego with my best friend to stay with her brother.  We went to downtown and had quite the day of Day Drinking.  try it.  SO fun.  you don't worry about anything.  you watch the sports games on.  you talk to people.  you get drinks bought for you. you make friends.  and best of all? you dont think of him. I spent a total of $11 the whole day.  That is after drinking, taking shots, and eating.  twice.  Guess it pays off to be a girl huh?

almost two weeks down.  the rest of my life to go....

"All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy. While I just hurt and hide. Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide. Who cares if you disagree? You are not me. Who made you king of anything?"